# thraxil.org:

## Well, here we are again...

well, here we are again…

<p>Maybe, your just better off alone.</p>

<p>Thats the way it seems sometimes, for some reason, I just cant seem to keep a relationship going strong,</p>

<p>And it always seems that its because &#8220;things are just too perfect&#8221;,</p>

<p>What do they want?</p>

<p>Maybe I&#8217;m too nice.</p>

<p>Thats all I can figure&#8230; You&#8217;ll always feel alone</p>

<p>But aomewhere&#8230;  there&#8217;s got to be somebody right for me.</p>

<p>And I&#8217;m not so hurt this time, which surprises me for some reason,</p>

<p>Maybe I just expect too much?</p>

<p>I&#8217;m too serious?</p>

<p>Too boring?</p>

<p>Seems to be fine at first, just kinda trickles off to nothing&#8230;</p>

<p>Is it my fault? She says that it&#8217;s good that I&#8217;m not obbssed, that I&#8217;m not manic -depressive (even tho I know i am), that shehates that stuff, yet&#8230;..</p>

<p>She still holds on to Max&#8230;.</p>

<p>Seems sometimes people can really be hypocrites.</p>

<p>Then again, so am I&#8230;.</p>

<p>I hold on to people, lie to myself, tell myself it&#8217;ll all be OK,</p>

<p>God how I hate this damn rollercoaster, I just wanna get off.</p>

<p>But I cant&#8230; I wont let myself off,</p>

<p>Sometimes, I&#8217;ll realize it&#8217;ll never work, I had my doubts at first,</p>

<p>But she just kinda grew on me, And I went and let myself get attached again, Dumbass.</p>

<p>I always do that, and when I thibnk about it&#8230; it&#8217;s like I change.</p>

<p>When I get attached, I change. I think about it now, and I realize it.</p>

<p>Damn, maybe I&#8217;m fucked up more than I know&#8230;</p>

<p>or more than I let myself realize&#8230;</p>